Whatever comes to life
Has to end
Everything that grows
Must descent
There's a piece of hope
Which you can't loose
Welcome
To this abattoir of truth

I'd be better off with not being around
Lying flat on the ground
Not to be found

Hold my breath until my lungs start to burn
The tides never turn
Light won't return to me

I can hear my is ripping my chest
The sough in my head is driving me mad
This vastness is running out of space
No walls in this maze
But hence no escape

Advices stuck like nails in my brain
Prolonging pain, drove me insane
I am almost too tired to sleep
Too sad to weep
Trying to sweep it away

I can hear my is ripping my chest
The sough in my head is driving me mad
This vastness is running out of space
No walls in this maze
But hence no escape

It feels like being buried alive
Like being cut from the hive
As if you couldn't recognize
Yourself anymore

I can hear my is ripping my chest
The sough in my head is driving me mad
This vastness is running out of space
No walls in this maze
But hence no escape

It feels like being buried alive
Like being cut from the hive
As if you couldn't recognize
Yourself anymore

Look at me
Tell me that you can still see me

I try to open my eyes
But darkness is all I can see
Mouthless screams reverberate
Inside me as I come into being

Never to take a breath
Never to make a step

You cannot see
You cannot hear me
Screaming inside

Never conceived
Never born
Deus ex machina

I am, but am I really more
Than a vision of myself
I just wish I could escape
From this nothingness

Am I alone in this void
At the edge of creation itself
Has there been evermore
Or is this where all this begins?

Never to take a breath
Never to make a step

You cannot see
You cannot hear me
Screaming inside

Never conceived
Never born
Deus ex machina

On certain days, you feel so lost
It seems as if all odds
Were stacked against you
And you're threatened to break apart

You try to keep a smiling face
But deep under your skin
You have that emptyness
And despair eats you up from within

You're not alone in your agony
You feel so bare and wounded
Ashamed and hopelessly
If you could keep your head up
Then you would see
That you never have been so close to me

No matter how much you try
No matter, all bridges leading to nowhere
Life has got you in the end

Your light seems fading with each blow
But you're still too afraid to go
So grasp any hope
There are maybe chances you don't know

You're not alone in your agony
You feel so bare and wounded
Ashamed and hopelessly
If you could keep your head up
Then you would see
That you never have been so close to me

No matter how much you try
No matter, all bridges leading to nowhere
Life has got you in the end

You're not alone in your agony
You feel so bare and wounded
Ashamed and hopelessly
If you could keep your head up
Then you would see
That you never have been so close to me

Did you ever feel
That your heart turned into steel
And our love has drowned into the sea

You tried to hide
How much these letdowns made subside
Your lust for life
And something died inside your soul

Besides these memories
These scents you lost in a storm
You fell and cannot fall for someone else

There's not bitterness
Just this hollow solitude
You lost much more, than anyone could take away

Did you ask yourself
Did you try to calculate
If the price you paid, was maybe disproportionate

Besides these memories
These scents you lost in a storm
You fell and cannot fall for someone else

Back in your olden days
You were suffosed by ardour
You burned, but in the end you scorched yourself

Besides these memories
These scents you lost in a storm
You fell and cannot fall for someone else

Back in your olden days
You were suffosed by ardour
You burned, but in the end you scorched yourself

Reality has changed
Way beyond anticipation
You feel the world got smaller
And you're pushed back to the edge

The morals you've been taught
Clear without misunderstanding
Your compass lost its heading
And your passage lost its course

Seeding storm and raining ash
Heir to Cain, but even stronger
He walks around in many faces
He's hate and rage - the fearmonger

Spreading lies and disbelief
Infiltrating minds to conquer
The gullible who feed and grow
That parasite - the fearmonger

Dragged into vanity
You feel unheard and disrespected
Blind to self-reflection
You need somebody to blame

Seductive whispering
Some creeping contamination
And you never recognized
That you paid too much in vain.

Seeding storm and raining ash
Heir to Cain, but even stronger
He walks around in many faces
He's hate and rage - the fearmonger

Spreading lies and disbeliefs
Infiltrating minds to conquer
The gullible who feed and grow
That parasite - the fearmonger

Do you really think, do you think he cares?
Have you ever seen him doing what he said?
Anything and everything is just about himself.
And maybe at some point you'll be the sacrifice

Seeding storm and raining ash
Heir to Cain, but even stronger
He walks around in many faces
He's hate and rage - the fearmonger

Spreading lies and disbeliefs
Infiltrating minds to conquer
The gullible who feed and grow
That parasite - the fearmonger

Intro speech

You can't escape a living hell
If hell resides inside yourself
No matter what you try
It'll always end in pain and lies

The more you try to find a relief
You try to make yourself believe
That the voice inside your head
Discharges you from all sins

But then you see that face again
You laid her down
Like a broken china doll

Your life swings between hunt and prey
Beast in the night, haunted by day
You know you lost all empathy
The day you set that demon free

And when self pity makes you cry
Wish to be found and wish to die
You realise what you've become
That your humanity is gone

But then you see that face again
You laid her down
Like a broken china doll

These eyes
Aghast and stunned and asking why
These lifes
Ripped in a wip and stifled cries

Feeling all alone in these crowds
A million voices cover the silence inside
As dew drops always dry
The shadows ate the light
The night in which you died

Being left alone with these doubts
Solace seems devoured by memories
As hope is in the clouds
Tomorrow is a fraud
I despair in holding on

Death came like a thief and took you away from me

You took everything with you
Hope and goodwill
And yet I have still to stay

Is there something worth waiting for?
Pictures of you fading away linger on
Going on with empty eyes
Telling yourself these lies
That time will heal it all

I can feel you still everywhere
Everything I touch feels as if you were there
You're still in every eye
Each corner in the sky
Maybe until I die

Death came like a thief and took you away from me

You took everything with you
Hope and goodwill
And yet I have still to stay

You took everything with you
Hope and goodwill
And yet I have still to stay

Some mistakes he made
Could never be undone
He can‘t escape his past
No matter how fast he runs

It‘s maybe hard to get
Aware of what he‘s done
Even if the consequences
This guilt, he cannot shun

Samuel – I know you are not sinister
Samuel – But after all that‘s no excuse
Samuel – There are thing you can‘t repay
Samuel – This burdon is upon you
until your end of days

When he awakes at night
Trembling with cold sweat
These dreams won‘t disappear
He pants aloud in dread

One bloody stupid night
Some drinks and foolishness
Under the clinic lights
He smelled the taste of death

Chorus